No matter what I did, the back of my hair looked like a wild animal had been let loose and hosted birthday party right in the middle of my unruly curls. I was late for school and being ever so desperate, so I reached for the ever controversial glue of the hair industry.
But, unfortunately, I forgot one important fact: Hair spray has a very strong smell, thus one should not bathe herself in it, no matter how desperate the cause.
Thus, drenched in sticky spray, reeking of chemical, and still looking like a cavewoman, I ran out the door feeling quite ashamed of myself. Thoughts as scrambled as the eggs I eat for breakfast ran through my anxious mind. Surely if my hair looked bad I would never have any friends, the entire school would shun me, and I'd die a failure.
But then, I caught myself. Why was I letting something as trivial as a bad hair day ruin my self esteem?
I'm reminded of this quote from Gordon B. Hinckley:
“As I have said before from this pulpit, when the process of creation occurred, Jehovah, the Creator, under instruction from His Father, first divided the light from the darkness and then separated the land from the waters. There followed the creation of plant life, followed by the creation of animal life. Then came the creation of man, and culminating that act of divinity came the crowning act, the creation of woman…Each of you is a daughter of God, endowed with a divine birthright.”No wonder the adversary tries to confuse us about our worth. As President Hinckley stated, women are God’s crowning creation and have a very important role in the Plan of Salvation. We have missions to fulfill. We have work to do.
How likely am I to focus on others and serve people around me if I am constantly worrying about my hair and feeling horrible about myself? Not likely. The adversary knows this so he tries to keep all of us girls so worried about our looks and appearances that we don't have the confidence to serve and do those things that God would have us do.
So you know what? Today I decided I was going to fight back. I'm not going to let bad hair days, clumpy mascara, baggy jeans, or any other fashion disaster get me down 'cause you know what? I'm important. I have value. And I'm worth a whole lot more than physical appearances can ever amount to [even if I'm covered in hairspray] because I am a daughter of God. Nothing, not even rude peers and bad hair days can ever change that.
This quote by President Uchtdorf says it all:
Notice, he said infinite worth. Not some worth. Not partial worth. Not mediocre worth. Infinite worth-- Infinite worth that reaches beyond even bad hair days and stinky hair spray.
As sons and daughters of Heavenly Father, we are all of infinite worth. No matter how we look, what we wear, or how crazy our hair is, He loves us. The most powerful being the universe values us. He cares about us. He cares about YOU. Never forget that.